I was kidding myself when I thought I could keep up this blog as well as 2nd AD film duties on set (production going on now).
One thought that came to mind was how easy it is to get caught in these tasks, mistakes, and worries and to forget that you chose this path.
I have to remind myself of that and that I should make the most of it. Every job or pursuit has suffering involved. The choice is, what do you want to suffer for?